What now?!

Here is me asking for a thousand times with a thousand questions. Worries about the future while the future doesn't even stop for a while to take me into consideration. 
Funny though.. i have a few plans that i'd like to happen now but apparently, it doesn't take a minute to get it. 


For instance, i'd like to have a good-pay-job, not that i don't have one but its not enough. If i get one, i have to sacrifice the liberty of time that i'm getting now. I can achieve the first goal if i finish my thesis so I could get my master's degree which is i am doing now. So it needs my time, effort and perseverance to hit the first goal. 


I would like to invest into something but i have no way of doing that if i couldn't get my first goal. You see... this is me. Thinking of so much when all the answer is in front of me. I just have to plan all these things so i can put in into their respective places. 


I will end this post with my story recently. I went to the bank to find out how much i needed to maintain my account and found out that i am less halfway of my funds to keep it. Apparently, i cannot think of anything else to retain my account. I have checked my bills, counted everything else and still no answer to my predicament. Three more days before the closure of my account, my Aunt emailed me and attached to it is a receipt of the money transferred into my account. An amount much more than i needed to keep my passbook. ;-) 


This is my lesson for the week... life is like a movie... rescue comes at the end when the action has ended and in real life, it still feels good to get that help. It carries that your hopes happen when you never let go of your faith.