A hot air balloon needs a fire to keep it warm and to be lifted up. It takes a lot of effort to keep that warm air to sustain its level up in the air. Like any relationship, it takes two to tango, there's give and take and there's happiness and sadness. At the moment, i am not happy but i am not sad as well. I am like a balloon that has enough fire to keep me above and keep my sanity intact. My partner said he's getting numbed, maybe i am but i deny to be one.. numbed until my heart feels nothing at all.
Tonight, i learned that there is one love that will always be undefined and will remain that way until noone-knows-when. Tonight, i have learned to let go of what we have been trying so hard to happen. Tonight, my faith touched me once again, that there will always be one true love in your life. It can make you cry but deep inside you, the belief that its purity will always stay whatever may happen. The Bible said it right and proved to a human like me that Love is patient and love is kind... it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it is not easily angered. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
In time, i am hoping you can read this... beside me. Then I may say, WE persevered because it is really a TRUE LOVE. :)
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1 Corinthian 13:4-7
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
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