maybe this is it. not that i wanted to die on my 60 years, but i think i am having one big-confusion-of-a-day today. i woke up today decided to do my usual errands on a Wednesday. but lately, it feels like i'm tired of doing my usual workloads, it feels like a routine. it feels like an obligation to sleep-wake up-work-come home-do this and do that-things.. i am kinda confused lately.
i open my facebook account and yet i don't find any interesting activity to click, in fact, nothing interests me lately. except the sweet things, the shoppings, make-over and all the things that will put my time into trash and put my money into waste. i am bored. i wanted something new, i wanted something to catch my interest, i want some challenge in my career.
i'm not thinking about settling down or having a baby, i think i'm inclined on thinking how to prepare myself eventually into things, my future. and as i write this down, i seriously don't have any idea what's happening to me.
i am really BORED. :( as bored as this blog.
i wish someone can help to pull me out of this mess.
i miss the things that i used to love.
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