Ang diwata at ang dyosa

Year 2007 when i first met her. Such a quiet girl, absolutely and i mean ABSOLUTELY opposite of how i've known her in the chatroom. Sweet, thoughtful and emotional girl. Sometimes, it gets too thick that it feels like she's possessive. Maybe she is or maybe she's not. I must admit I have a few moments of confusion with her character but I get by. I'm pretty sure she feels the same thing, the annoyance. We had the best and worst times, most of the times are the best only because we try not to  tell each other that we're pissed in our own ways. She hates me for being insensitive at times and i hate her for being too sensitive most of the time. Funny, isn't it, but its true that opposite attracts. She got this laugh that fills the room, the humor that boys cannot ignore and the sexuality that one cannot understand. Yeah, she has a lot of boys but not "the man". Just like me, we're both trying to find a guy that will make us happy and pop the statement of "Marry Me!" and we're both still looking for one. hahaha! 


You see, when i started this particular post, i wanted to rant about her sensitivity and being inconsiderate in my situation for the past few days. Surprisingly, i'm not mad at her now but i still carry this feeling of hope that she will understand that i am not like her who loves to have many friends around, who likes to shout what's happening to me over the net every hour and that her friendship feels "nakakasakal" sometimes. But I can't change her and so can she and so by being honest with her the last time, i take the consequence of getting a cold treatment. But whatever she feels, i'm still her friend. Just the same, i love her even if she thinks i don't. 


Happy Birthday, jows! May you find the right man for you and have a family of your own in no time. :) I love you, always!