here we go again...

there's someone making me "kilig" this time of the months. the moment he told me he's going to pick me up in my place, i told myself that i wouldn't feel a thing for this guy since he's another complicated man strolling around the planet. and now, here we go again.. it feels like having a butterfly in my stomach. this morning, i prayed to God that He find a way to shoo away this guy. as much as i'd like to help him move on with his life, i know that one of these days, i might fall inlove with him as well.

So please.. don't make me fall in love. I've been there and i don't wanna go thru it again. But thanks for making me smile! ;-)

MB your face!

i received a letter from a foreign client and he is as usual as bad as he was. i wonder if he knows the etiquette when coordinating with your consultants. He doesn't know how to appreciate work and all he cares about is how to look for the mistakes. He keeps on revising our plans and expect us to finish our work in a day or two. How are you supposed to finish a 10 hectare project in a day?! I wish he thought of that.

i understand that some foreigners are straight to the point and one cannot be sensitive at work but you have an attitude that i cannot stand. you're a day sucker! i really don't like you. seriously. if i could only curse you or recite a chant that would make you kinder, i would do it right now. you are really annoying! hmpf!

i've tried looking for you...

and i can't find you. i wonder if you ever tried looking for my posts and if you can read them all. i couldn't find you until i came to the realization that why should i even bother?!

we're done. i can't move on if i won't let you go and so i must STOP.

i was just wondering if you ever think of me. i miss you but i cannot accept the fact that i was your "last choice."

and so i must STOP.

=(